He seemed shocked by how forward I was but agreed that he was into it. After exchanging pleasantries I decided that he seemed like an average guy, so I built up the nerve to tell him that I wanted to suck his cock. Then a middle-aged guy got out of the SUV parked next to me and walked over to my driver side window. I saw a few older guys getting out of their cars and walking around but I didn't seemed to draw their interest. On the way back I stopped and parked my car. I saw a few guys parked along the road as I nervously passed by. I drove over to the lake to a boat-ramp that I'd heard was a ‘hook up' place for gays. Today would be different, my wife was away for the day and I was off work. I had been thinking about it for months but the time was never right. I was trying to building up the nerve to actually meet someone and suck my first dick. This past summer during a few days off from work, I found myself home surfing through some cruising sites online.